Disguise

LONG UPDATE!

Wednesday, May 14, 2008 // 6:17 PM

So, let's beginning by saying that a lot of things have happened recently since my last post.

First, the media. LOVE Super Junior M's album. Kat-Tun also released a new video, Don't U Ever Stop. Jin was so sexy in it, no lie. Right now the only drama I'm actually, kind of, keeping tabs on is Absolute Boyfriend. Pretty funny, plus I love the main guy who plays the robot. Awesome actor, and he played in Brother Beat, another favorite drama.

Second, did you know be sexually inapporaite with your friends day actually exists? And yes! I have conquered almost ten words in writing Chinese. We'll see how long this lasts.

Third, the main rant of this blog. I take things for granted, I try not to, especially with things and people very dear to me, but this is my human flaw. I can understand that, and I might sound like a hypocrite, but here it goes. So, recently a friend of mine as been very into dramas. I called her, we usually talk every day, and she was watching this Korean drama. She paused it, talked to me for a few minutes, around 15 maybe? Her mom came in, and since her own computer broke she's been using her mom's, when her mom leaves she goes, "Can I call you back later?" I still had things to say to her so I was like....why? She replies, "Well I can talk to you any time, but I can't watch this all the time". I leave her alone for a day, she didn't call. I thought, okay, I'll leave her alone to let her watch whatever she was watching. Then she called me today on the bus. We talked for maybe 30 minutes? And again today she did it, but this time she was like, "If you're going to be like this then I just wont call you back at all". So I sign off MSN, and decide to sleep it off. Before I can fall into a deep sleep she calls me and was like are you mad at me? I tell her reason and she counter reasons by saying that I should understand since I watch a lot of drama too, she has other people to talk to, and that sometimes she just wants to be alone. Yes, I understand all of that, but if she hadn't said it like that to me I wouldn't have gotten mad. More like it made me wonder if she thought I would just be there, eternally, and whenever she called I would just drop whatever I was doing just to talk with her. I could really careless how many other people she talks, I don't care if she watches dramas all day, or if she wants to be alone. But saying it like that? Really, I know there were loads of times I might have been like, can I call you later, because I was playing a game or something, but never once have I ever said words like that. Right there it wasn't the action that bothered me, it was the words. This isn't an impulse blog, this is just where I pour out my thoughts that I have tried to make sense of. Also, go a head say what you want if you read this. I believe after the very, very first blog it wont be that great of a shock. I wonder how long will it take for you to read this since I don't plan on sending it. Peace.